Seriously dude. You are hypnotized by the green. Get a deprogrammer and quick! I too sold the most, worked the hardest, constantly outshone all of my coworkers and was asked to fix 5 branches in succession , which I did. The day that you can't hack it is the day you realize you are just a piece of meat for the fodder. No one should have to "hack" their job. There are pros and cons to every thing in life but open your eyes. They use that old line to keep you under control until they no longer find that you are of any value to them. Take it from a former "golden child". Get out while you can before they turn on you and destroy your life, and they will. You are a rookie and cannot see the true evil of ERAC.