Re: ha LOL! ;P You guys are really funny. And thanks Koth, I appreciate your open minded response. Being the new bitch of the board, it can be hard to get support...Especially since I still work for ERAC. And, I can't lie, I love to stir things up once in a while...a healthy debate can be fun...but I probably should think before I type a little more often. Realitycheck - "I've had eggnog and I hate it, but it doesn't mean that 6 month old milk is any better. Sh1t is still sh1t." LOL...that made me chuckle. And you're right, just because this job is better than my last… and the one before that...Doesn't necessarily mean that I'm truly happy. But I look at it this way...I work with a great group of people. My whole office gets along really well. We laugh all the time...even when we're frustrated...we just find a way to make it funny. Our manager rocks and I consider her my friend. I have the autonomy to make my own decisions, and the knowledge and ability to train my own people. I have people that come to me with questions and look up to me. And even though I'm not rolling in the $$$...I live comfortably, still dress well, and I can still go out on the weekends. Am I floating on cloud 9 every day?? No. Am I miserable to the point where I think I'll break down?? No. Every day is different than the day before, and every day I make new revelations about where I stand with the company, and how I view myself as an employee. I've simply found a niche that I'm content with, and I feel stable. And, I've never had that before. So, I’m trying to enjoy it. |